There were a number of Greeks
among the Jews who went up to worship at the feast. They came to Philip, who
was from Bethsaida of Galilee, and said, “Sir, we want to see Jesus.” Philip
came and told Andrew, and in turn, Andrew came with Philip, and they told
Jesus. Jesus answered them, “The time has come for the Son of Man to be
glorified. Unless a grain of wheat falls into the earth and dies, it remains by
itself alone. But if it dies, it bears much fruit. Those who love their lives
will lose them. Those who hate their lives in this world will keep them to
eternal life. Whoever serves me, must follow me. Where I am, there will my
servant also be. The Father will honor anyone who serves me.
“My soul is troubled. Shall I
say, ‘Father, save me from this time?’ It is for this purpose I came to this
time. Father, glorify your name!”
A voice from the heavens said,
“I have glorified it, and will glorify it again.” The crowd who stood by and
heard said it had thundered. Others said, “An angel has spoken to him.”
Jesus answered, “This voice
hasn’t come for my sake, but for yours. Now is the judgment of this world. Now
the prince of this world will be cast out. If I am lifted up from the earth, I will
draw all people to myself.” He said this, signifying how he would die.
The
crowd answered, “We have heard from the law that the Christ remains forever.
How do you say, ‘The Son of Man must be lifted up?’ Who is this Son of Man?”
Jesus therefore said to them,
“Yet a little while the light is with you. Walk while you have the light, so that
darkness doesn’t overtake you. Whoever walks in the darkness doesn’t know where
he is going. While you have the light, believe in the light, that you may
become children of light.” Jesus said these things and left, hiding himself
from them.
Reflection
Jesus speaks here of his
death, and of our death as well. Dying to self and coming alive in God is
central to the teaching of Jesus and contrary to almost everything in the
world. What does it mean to you to die to self? Is it an event? A process? What
does it involve?
Prayer: In the mystery of
dying to self, Lord, help me grab hold of the life that is truly worth living.
"Whoever serves me must follow me. Where I am, there will my servant also be. The Father will honor anyone who serves me." This brings to mind the question, "Am I truly serving Jesus?"
ReplyDeleteFor me, dying to self is most about keeping my ego in check...a willingness to be humble, to admit when I'm wrong, to avoid taking the bait to try to prove myself and instead to trust God to do the proving. It's definitely a process...built on a series of humbling moments. The work of a lifetime.
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